Realization

To myself:

You grew up, without parents by your side, passed from relative to relative.
You start school, as the youngest and smartest
You are despised for being better than them
You finally settle down, only to move again, to a country where you know the language not

Your parents are like strangers, having never remember seeing them before
You start school again, teased and made fun of because you can not speak their tongue
You succeed in melding in, only to transfer when you move

You start this new school and time passes
You make new friends, new acquaintances.
You go through your life and learn some of the more...obscene aspects of life

You go to middle school, and find some one better than you, his influence dominating yours
You discover a powerful passion, never to be realized
You climb high, only to fall with no one there to catch you
Your iron shield, impenetrable, or so you thought, was shattered; leaving you vulnerable
You emotions run high, pouring out, leaving you empty
You go through life, confused, not knowing what to do
You get by everyday, hoping that the next will be better

But you don't realize that there are people out there worse off then you
Your self-centered-ness blinded you.
You fail to comprehend others, only focused on your own feeling, or rather whats left of them
You are truly a fool among fools