Confusion

Confusion...when it happens, it's better not to think about it. Let it clear up on its own...just be prepared with what you will finally understand when it does.

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ok...spaz over. It's just that it can be soooo frustrating when it somehow crashes and you lose all your work and the deadline is tomorrow -.-

Realization

To myself:

You grew up, without parents by your side, passed from relative to relative.
You start school, as the youngest and smartest
You are despised for being better than them
You finally settle down, only to move again, to a country where you know the language not

Your parents are like strangers, having never remember seeing them before
You start school again, teased and made fun of because you can not speak their tongue
You succeed in melding in, only to transfer when you move

You start this new school and time passes
You make new friends, new acquaintances.
You go through your life and learn some of the more...obscene aspects of life

You go to middle school, and find some one better than you, his influence dominating yours
You discover a powerful passion, never to be realized
You climb high, only to fall with no one there to catch you
Your iron shield, impenetrable, or so you thought, was shattered; leaving you vulnerable
You emotions run high, pouring out, leaving you empty
You go through life, confused, not knowing what to do
You get by everyday, hoping that the next will be better

But you don't realize that there are people out there worse off then you
Your self-centered-ness blinded you.
You fail to comprehend others, only focused on your own feeling, or rather whats left of them
You are truly a fool among fools

Optical Illusion

Just wanted to share this really cool optical illusion you can do.It may be a bit difficult to pull off at first, but other people have been able to do it, so its not just me going crazy.

Materials:
-A ceiling fan, must be turned on, faster speed is better
-Form of slight elevation to lay on such as a bed or sofa, this is optional, but makes the trick easier
-Eyeballs, preferably two

Heres what you do:
-Lay down, facing up, under the ceiling fan. It is better to lay on something a bit above the ground, like a bed or sofa. Try to be a few feet to the side from the center of the fan.
-Stare at the center of the fan, the part that is not moving. Do not blink or move your eyes, or the trick will be ruined.
-Watch the spinning fan blades out of the corners of your eyes, but dont take your focus off of the center. You should start to see the edges of the fan blades form a circle.
-Keep staring, and then the fan blades will appear to spin in the other direction extremely fast. Then the blades will appear to fly towards you a short distance as little black dots fly everywhere. This make take longer the first few times it is attempted, but should still take no more than maybe 30 seconds.

S-p-a-n-i-s-h

Quiero escribir en espanol. No se porque. Yo juego al tenis hoy. Es asi asi. Estoy muy abburido ahora mismo -.- Tal vez voy a jugar a la computadora o ver a videos en youtube.

Comprendes? Creo que no.

÷•.•´¯`• )»Day I Give You Up«(•´¯`•.•÷×

It is here
It is now
It shall be no more

So be it
I say
So be it

Let Fate run its course
Let Life leave its marks
On me

A short pain
Than a long torture
They say, but not I

I will bear it
Now and always
For it will forever be there


Regrets
That I could of done different
But now it makes no difference

Pain
For what I lost
But not for what it was

End this now
Say no more
And let the inevitable proceed


Fly high
Fly free
And be with the one meant for you

No matter where the destination
No matter who you choose
May it be a happy flight

No life...skill...Asian?

Look at these two links I got from a friend...these should be either the definition of

1) NO LIFE WHATSOEVER

2) unbelievable skill

3) Asian (haha)

4) H4xX0r?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQZuidKexBQ&feature=PlayList&p=A0B016E59B284F7D&index=0&playnext=1

If you think that's messed up...watch the next one...he did it without dying once...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70iFdnI-xfA&feature

Hm?

First, about my last post, I'm not a atheist or an anti-religion pr hate religion. That would make me no better than the people who persecute other s because of their religion. I'm agnostic, meaning that I don't believe that there is enough evidence to support that there is a god. But if it is somehow proved, I will accept it.

One thing about religion that I like and support: Moral teachings. People need more of these. Right now, the society is trash...maybe that's an overstatement to you guys. But please realize that our lives is very shielded and sheltered. I'm not saying people are evil...just that not enough are "good"

Just to clear some things up...

Chinese school is over...

bout time...had a test etc. boring.

I fell like talking about religion today and just to warn you, if your a strong "believer", don't read on.

First of all, in all religions, there is god/s. I find this pathetic and believe it is a sign of how weak humans are. They believe that this "God" will protect them and use it as an excuse for their actions.

It is also ignorant. These people make up all these things about how god made the world and use god to explain the natural events in their life. Instead of trying to figure WHY these things happen, they invent a bunch of non-sense. For thousands of years, people thought thunder was because Zeus was angry, and rain is because some random Deity is crying. Lame...

I'm going to step a little farther and say that religion is one of the major hindrance in our world. It slows our progress and makes us weak. Think of all the great people and empires in history, the rulers, the conquerors. Then think about their downfall.

Aztecs: The Aztecs were probably one of the most powerful civilization in the Americas. How did they fall? Most would say the Spanish conquered them and destroyed them. But why did the Spanish want to destroy them? Gold was a factor, but there was more.

The sacrifices. The Spanish saw this as a "evil religion" and was driven to destroy the Aztecs. Also, the sacrifices were often children from surrounding tribute states and from within the empire. When the Spaniards came, these states who hated the Aztecs but previously couldn't do anything about it rallied with the Spaniards. These natives made up more than 7/8 eighth of Cortez's army. So in reality, the Aztecs fell because of their religion.

Still not convinced? Look at the crusades. The crusaders burned and looted the city, raped the women and kill the men without mercy all in the name of God. There are countless more examples of atrocities down in the name of god which I will not mention so you guys won't be bored to death.

Notice how fast the society is advancing? Why? Ever since the renaissance (or however you spell it) people began to shed the idea of religion and God. Look at the results. Yet some people still cannot accept these ideas. Galileo proved that Earth was round and sun was center of the universe. This went against the Church and his work was hindered. Many people doubted him even when he had all the evidence just because it went against their religion.

Btw, those you who say God cares about you and you love God etc. etc. you're delusional. God was invented by humans to fight off the fears of humans. They invent and embellish a all-powerful figure which protects them so they feel secure.

Even today, wars are fought over religion and people are persecuted because of it. Don't flame me with insults. If you have an argument, I'll crush it. No matter how you look at it religion is...pathetic

No school today...

I didn't go...had some stuff to take care of. Now I have to make up a bunch of quiz/test.